Friday, July 29, 2005
Yes, I LOVE MAH HONEYKINS SO MUCH.
<3
Totally adorable.
She made my day !
:D :D :D
I've been sick.
Went to the doctor's yesterday
and now I'm taking pills for breakfast/lunch/dinner.
RAHHH !
Call; call my name.
groovy (:
it's always because of you ; 12:50 PM
Sunday, July 24, 2005
You know, it's really quite a
urge to scream and pull someone's
hair off when in-depth frustration
basically grows onto you.
As of late,
Relationships has been the
main spotlight in my measly life.
Contradictorily, YOURS TRULY IS NOT IN ONE.
Me, being the Good Samaritan,
WILL go out of my way.
THANK ME.
:D
Ah, lyn you ought to be slapped.
Anws,
I am going to kill my MUSHROOM
when i get my CLAWS on her.
And when i mean claws i mean claws.
My nails do grow at an outrageous rate.
AND of course I couldn't leave out
the APE could I?
((:
groovy (:
it's always because of you ; 7:43 PM
I'm much better now.
Just the really bad missing feeling.
):
Been tgt with my hunny buns
lately.
All the late night talks and all.
I LOVE SIMPLY.
I really cherish my two besties.
Ape and Mushroom.
Love aplenty.
Xiaxue's blog is up again.
God bless.
Heh.
:D
To you;
make me smile,
i wanna hear you.
=/
groovy (:
it's always because of you ; 2:22 AM
Tuesday, July 19, 2005
Today,
I got on my weighing scale.
and i am. . .
fucking depressed.
groovy (:
it's always because of you ; 12:19 AM
Monday, July 18, 2005
I don't mean to FOLLOW follow the mass bloggers
and "DIE DIE" post some rants bout the NKF nonsense
but I have too.
One sentence to say to that
black goose's face.
you're a fucking idiot. (:
I mean let's face it,
If you were doing some under the table
deal, hell you wouldn't risk anything
(not to mention a humble wit-ful contractor
OR a dumb gold-plated tap.)
that will let the cat of the bag and
fuckass yourself back.
I would:
-) BRIBE the contractor and blind his eyes
with a simple cheque. (I know it's agst the law but
desperate measures comes first.)
-) RETURN him his tap, offer to give one to him &
be his friend (giving him a yr's supply of
discount coupons and other benefits). (:
-) NEVER EVER TRY TO SUE THE PAPERS.
(Yes, this is an extremely sensible point because
EVERYONE knows that by doing so, -esp the Straits Times-
would make you a celebrity overnight.)
Pt one.
That kind of money that you're gonna "seal" his
dainty mouth with is really peanuts to your undisclosed yearly income. Debate, it's much radical to give a lil then lose all.
Pt two.
With all those connections and sponsers you have backing you; vouchers and discounts coupons are at your finger tips. Plus, if he refuses to do your tap and threatens you, offer to gold plate one in his house for free. I'm hell as sure he wouldn't turn down the offer. We humans are justgreedy.
Pt three.
Obviously the fact that the media are such spitfires haven't sunken into the brain yet despite the countless tv serials about their viciousness.
He, however have brilliantly out-witted himself and "POOF"!
Bye bye money, bye bye career, bye bye life.
May God have mercy on him.
AHHAHAA.
Say I'm mean, whatever.
But I'm nice okayy.
because, being born a lady,
These are all common sense to me.
AND
AND
AND
I HAVEN'T MENTIONED HIS NAME.
So, he's identity is safe. ((:
I shall go for confession tmr.
Enough of the fund-pocketing waves that have hit this lil island.
But I do feel sorry for you people (includes me, my dad, my mum, etc) who have donated thinking it would actually be put to good use (and not pay this goose) but yet had to face this horror news.
And of course the kidney patients.
tsk.
If he's gonna have imprisionment for life, (I really do hope so.)
I hope the officers in prison stuff his shitface full with pig kidneys during his comfy stay here.
Breakfast:
pig kidney
Lunch:
pig kidney
Dinner/Supper:
PIG KIDNEY.
And this entire vicious cycle will
keep repeating itself.
How lovely.
:D :D
Right.
I've said all that I have.
(No, actually I would LOVE to rant on but
I have to go and pee-pee)
OKAY. BYE.
groovy (:
it's always because of you ; 1:56 AM
Sunday, July 17, 2005
thank you (:
You made me smile again.
It's 5am on a sunday.
I've just got over with frozenthrone.
It's one hell of a game.
:D
-*-
John: Yes, I so agree with you. But it's a game people still play.
Min: WOOTS! WIN-SON-ING! :D
Mary ann: DEF ! (: I'll see if I can push push tyme for you. *misses.
groovy (:
it's always because of you ; 4:57 AM
Friday, July 15, 2005
I've resorted to this because you,
and what reminds me of you have made
me so miserable.
I get angry.
I get worried.
I get hopeful.
I get upset.
I get irritated.
I get confused.
Very.
I don't know what's in ur mind.
I don't know what's ur deal boy.
Couldn't you tell me?
Couldn't you show me?
Endlessly waiting fer ur messges
or for you to call;
I get none.
I don't know what else to say.
It's killing me; but I'm too into you.
groovy (:
it's always because of you ; 8:23 PM
Tuesday, July 12, 2005
Replies:
John: You're gay. It's not much of a diff goose. :D
Maryanne: Yeah, sure thing doll. Love you pails and buckets. - hugs
Cookie: AWW. YOU KNOW I DO TOO. (:
===: Hey. I'm flattered. Well, I didn't know I had regulars (nt that it a bad thing, lol).
Wells, the song's Back At One by Brian Mcknight. It's an old one really.
I'm trying to stay happy and hell it's nt easy. You take care too,
babe/hunk. :D :D
-*-
HOWDY WORLD/HELL.
Jaffe's just asked me to go fer Cali fitness.
MADNESS.
I'm considering the deal thou.
With all the gorgeous babes in sight.
:D
Mich darling' might be having a
chalet coming aug.
What a mth!
I'm so honoured to be her special guest.
You've no idea how lovely that gurrl is.
She's simply sugar.
Yes, I'm going fer Joyce's Party.
Hope it won't be rowdy though.
-grins.
Gyming tmr.
Benny Benassi's songs are the best to work out
with.
I love the beats.
And the adrenaline rush later.
One word.
AWESOME.
I've gotten myself hooked onto
WC3.
It's frozenthrone, DotA
and what have other funny names.
And of which, dearest JAJA has made pawning
my head a new hobby of his.
Rahhh !
But anws, back to the topic.
Yes, i'm hooked.
I used to think that game was just
another of those,
"pian xiao hai zi" craze.
Untill, me, the biggest baby, fell for it.
:D
But it's nice, or perhaps it just brings out
the MAN in me.
MWUAHAHAHA.
- giggles.
Right.
I'd better get myself to bed.
Before I start spewing stuffs of which I'm
suppose to take to my grave.
(:
And the most irritating part tday
was that photoshop had decided to take a lil
vacation off me just when I was about to complete
my next blog template.
HUMBAG.
-frowns.
Thus, it will take another couple of days.
- curses.
The theme will be "MANHUNT" though.
I sacrificed my egoestic pride of planting my
porcelain face for the much craved males from
MANHUNT.
omfgilovemattsomuchiwanttobringhimhome. :D :D :D
Yes, my mum think's i've gone back to
anorexia just because I skipped lunch.
Then again, seriously, eating disorders
aren't really treat-able.
Take care you.
Get well soon.
I'll be praying for you.
Misses loads.
groovy (:
it's always because of you ; 11:25 PM
sneekpeek of the next blog template:
:D
groovy (:
it's always because of you ; 2:11 AM
Monday, July 11, 2005
This entry is dedicated to my mushroom.
Primary Sch:
I wasn't really close to her then.
It was just, the i-know-who-you-are-and-you
-know-who-i-am kinda thing.
We just knew that we were both in
TAF (yes, i know. wtf.)
Secondary Sch:
This are the years that really brought us tgt.
Secondary One:
She was from the smartest class.
I was from the average note kinda class.
We, happen to be so naive to join NPCC.
Obviously with the same stupidintention
to prove to our parents that we, girls are of
the same standard as boys.
Smarter, of course.
:D
Secondary Two:
She was still in the smarter class.
=I reckon she spent the whole
of Sec 1 & 2 calling me,
supposedly passing down messages from
the CCA's phone web.
By then she really hated me,
cause I never picked up the phone.
Thus the message didn't get passed onto
me.
And, as expected she'd get it from the
seniors.
Even if I did pick up the phone,
(I was really nasty to her- i'm really sorry min.)
I would turn her down flatly by telling her
I wasn't going fer training.
(At that tyme, I was terrified of saturdays.
It was horror. Pure, that is.)
Secondary Three:
She dropped into my class!
(HAH. Sorry, I had to emphasize it. :D)
I think she still hates me although
we're both outta that dreaded CCA.
It wasn't till the mid years that we became close.
:D :D :D
Studied, bitched tgt.
It was fun really.
Both in and out of sch.
We'd take the morning bus tgt,
the late bus back.
It wasn't till the end of the year,
When we started to study fer the O levels Chi,
did we know each other well.
I love her.
Secondary Four:
She was always the one who never failed to
be there when I was down.
She's never turned me away.
I could tell her all my problems and she'd try to
console me or solve it for me.
She was my pillar of strength indeed.
There was once,
I was really down in the ditch,
after a failed r/s.
It was really a bad one.
She was the one who woke me up from
that pathethic state.
She was the one who was encouraging
me througout.
When we studied, you could see that
she was really trying to make me focus on
what I was suppose to do.
Be it Math, Chi, Science, Humans.
She'd really push me.
So far that she'll lecture me once in awhile.
Like a really stern lecture, then I'd wake up
from my trance.
Then of course we had our fun tymes.
BBALL !
We'd crash the court almost every sat;
and in sch,
every recess.
WHOO~!
We also, diet-ed tgt.
HAHA.
Hey, she made a hell of a change.
:D :D
One sexy lady NOW, I'd say.
The time when I ran away from home.
I went over to her place str8.
I knew I could trust myself with her.
The one strong moment that made me
see who were my true friends was the incident
were i almost got myself killed.
The drinking incident.
She was there for me to cry on, for me to bitch too.
The crying part was such a necessity.
(I haven't forgiven Joyce and you for calling John yet)
It was through the last mths of our sec sch life
and all the incidents
that happened that made me
realize I wasn't possible
without her beside me as a guiding friend.
Now:
I LOVE HER.
I really do.
I thank her fer all these tymes
she's been with me.
I LOVE THIS DOLL.
Min, I'm really thankful for
everything that you have done for me.
Even though, I've gotten you into
much trouble you nvr gave up
on me.
You;re one friend
I'll nvr forget, least take forgranted.
:D
I wasn't popular,
I wasn't nice to you in the first place
but yet you kept me as a friend.
Till now.
I just want you to know.
You're the dearest friend to me.
Ever.
For all the good tymes
and the bad tymes that you've been
there for me,
thank you.
*hugs
groovy (:
it's always because of you ; 7:17 PM
Sunday, July 10, 2005
Yes, I happen to be this bored.
So bored that I blogged 3x tday.
holy cow.
My mum's trying to make me go to
church.
I think it's a pretty good idea.
Considering that it might actually help
me "kan kai" a lil more.
AND not be too self-centered and self-obsessed.
I always cry when I go to church.
I think it's good cause I actually let myself go.
Perhaps I will.
If tyme permits.
:D
groovy (:
it's always because of you ; 12:01 AM
Saturday, July 09, 2005
I was just looking through my old blog
in Diaryland.
OH LORD IT'S SO AMUSING.
Of course, there are censored things hence
I didn't add in the "prev" & "next" icon.
Thus, all my dino-age entries are not accessible.
And if any LA-LA saw all those I'd be pretty extinct.
Heh.
What can you expect from a Sec 2 girl anws.
A life full of crazy ideas, funny expressions, puppy love, heartbreaks and exam stress.
Not leaving out bitching of course.
I was growing up, so all the plunders I've made shall be excused. (:
Reflection wise, okay lah.
So I was a lil more slow compared to the others my age.
And my photoshop skills at that tyme was horrendous.
I'm proud to say I've made a darn good improvement on that side.
:D :D
Finally, some achievement.
And talking about crazy ideas, they were really crazy.
Mimicking ah-lians from mix-schs in the memorable
squeaky-high-pitch-i-am-so-breathless tone, just in front of them of course in much more fashionable way.
-ahems
From this, you can tell that I am extremely proud to be a convent/ex-convent girl.
(x
For ten years.
- nods.
I classify convent girls "uptown" compared to that of mix schs.
(I have no offence meant here.)
You have to admit, we have attitude and we sure know how to carry ourselves.
Heh.
We used to broadcast our coversations in buses too,
unknowingly of course.
:D
I think i still tend to do that sometimes.
And of course the vanishing acts from math classes esp.
All the funny outrageous excuses would pop out.
If the excuse didn't work, we'd try to buy our way through.
Or at least that's what I did.
Did I mention I was blogging-obsessed last tyme?
My dad's trying to force fishballs down my throat.
Not ONE FISHBALL but FISHBALLS.
Yes, with the "S".
The outmost terrifying thing(S) on earth (besides roaches, dead animals, a math paper,
janelle's daddy - yes, he still is terrifying until now- etc. ) is
right infront of me now.
I just simply refuse to accept it's/their presence but it's getting into me.
):
I've totally no idea where I got my anti-fishballs genes
from but I have not clicked well with any since I was young.
HAH !
Squeeze-squissly-wobbly foul things.
- cringes.
My family, on the contrary LOVES fishballs.
Okay, I presume this topic of fishballs shall end here.
- takes the bowl of fishballs and dumps it into the bin -
Now, that the icky things have gone,
I would like to start to blog properly.
HAHA.
Ah, whatever.
I gather my feelings are ubberly
roller-coaster-ed.
I have been giving myself excuses to do, and not to do things.
Lately I haven't gotten the energy to go
to the gym cause I'm too tired.
(see, I told you.)
Right, I have too much ego to admit that I'm just plain
lazy.
:))
I'm lazy.
:D
Fine, I'm going running later.
I have just come to realise that I tend to contridict myself
when I blog so much so that when I read my older posts,
I get irritated with myself.
Now I know why I seldom score for my SBQs when I was in sec sch.
- frowns.
I can predict tmr's events.
Since I'm living in my own world,
I shall list it out.
Catastrophes:
- sleep
- eat
- watch tv : the haunting !
- online
- sleep
Sleeping too much proves fatal
for me.
My binge-mode swtich gets flicked on
when I wake up.
And I go on a rampage.
((: !
And now that I have just awoken from 13hrs
of sleep, the point I've mention above shall prove itself.
I can't deny I love food too much.
later !
groovy (:
it's always because of you ; 3:40 PM
i'm so into you;
i can't find myself.
that's how much you mean to me.
spanish eyes.
groovy (:
it's always because of you ; 3:11 AM
Friday, July 08, 2005
My mum's determined to get a bike.
- faints.
If she gets herself a dirtbike,
I'll disown her.
):
Things have taken a change.
I hope it stays this way.
My family things haven't really worn
off, but neither have they increased.
Stagnant.
There's Joyce's birthday party on
the 13th of aug a sat.
Most prolly me and Min are attending.
It's gonna be held at her guy's place.
I hope to hell it wouldn't be a disaster like
the prev year.
Tsk.
We haven't thought of what to get her yet.
It's just the next mth.
Gosh !
Well,
I've never thought we'd be able to
talk once again like we used too.
And boy, believe me.
I'm happy,
I still do care.
groovy (:
it's always because of you ; 12:23 AM
Wednesday, July 06, 2005
Had counselling tday.
Nth much just the usual nonsense.
HAH.
My psychiatrist actually said i was getting
more and more quiet.
- DUH -
I was oblivous to everything when manhunt
was on ch5 a while ago.
OMFG.
Some eyecandy I just had to post:
JON:
MAURICE:
MATT :
KEVIN:
Yes, all the hot guys.
Btw,
Loads of things happened.
Within a conversation.
I'm really glad.
Thank you sweet lord.
After a year, everything's been cleared.
I finally know why.
All those times. I've spent crying in class.
Spent alone, thinking why.
Shut myself out from everything.
It's cleared up now.
You;
I don't think you ever read my blog,
But I have to say this out.
It's prolly the last tyme i'm crying for you.
But it's because i'm happy.
I really am.
You have no idea how much those words you
just said meant to me.
I've never regretted anything I've did for you.
I've not.
And i'm really glad I told you how i felt.
I'm just so blessed.
So fortunate that we'd still be friends.
Your present !
:D
Thanks for taking the tyme to
tell me.
Thanks for saying sorry.
I do miss you.
You're the best I ever had.
But it's the past.
You take care now.
I'll be there for you when you need
someone.
I promise a place in my heart for you;
my friend.
At least you know I still care.
And i know you do too.
in a relationship;
maintaining that strong friendship
is much more important then anything
else.
Cherish those moments,
they'd never come back.
groovy (:
it's always because of you ; 10:31 PM
Monday, July 04, 2005
i went to mushroom dearest to bake cookies.
:D
I don't ever want to bake cookies.
D:
Recap:
-) I have a freaking ulcer which hurts like
mad fuck. God save me.
-) Kyer's having PMS. It's not making anything better.
Cause she's being such a bitch. - grrrr
-) I FAILED MISERABLY IN MY DIET PLAN. Thus. i concluded that i shall not
annouce when i'm going on one. RAHHH !
-) I haven't started studying properly !!!
Hi lyyne.
You're are going to self-ground yourself to books.
Coke light is great.
Cammomile tea is good.
Green tea is better.
Coke light + Green tea WITH Jasmine is the best.
:D
I haven't been with Janelle lately.
I hope things are going on well for her.
(((:
I've found my sister !
M I C H E L L E.
<3
I love her.
ALOT.
We are going to do so many many things tgt.
YAYYY.
everything's so messed up.
if only you knew what i was going through,
you wouldn't say all those things to me.
it just breaks my heart.
groovy (:
it's always because of you ; 1:55 AM
